MrHoneycutt wrote:I've been working my way to make this post for a little bit. For those of you who have been through it, what helped you cope when one of your parents passed away? Sadly one of mine died very suddenly recently, and it has been awful to put it mildly. I certainly never knew how much there was to do from a practical standpoint, and was fortunate to come home for weeks in order to help out and take the reigns on all the planning/finaggling/etc. that needed to be done, both for the services and the endless paperwork for life insurance/social security/consoldiating or canceling accounts, etc.
Now I am back on the west coast, but it has been a real bear not worrying about my remaining parent. They are very strong and tenacious, but it's been such a shock to the system for all of us. Definitely struggling with heavy senses of guilt for not living where my parents do, despite all the calls and skypes and texts (particularly during Bucks games). How have others handled all of the heaviness that comes with these types of things?
My Dad died very suddenly last July. He wasn't feeling well so he went to the doctor like he always did. Came in to work at about 10:00 and was dead from a pulmonary embolism by noon. I worked 2500 hours a year with him for 25 years. We were close, to say the least.
I don't know what I can offer other than it gets better. The first few months really sucked. Walking into work and seeing his chair empty was **** awful, but now, 16 months later, when I look at that chair, I smile. I think being "away" would make it a lot more difficult for me. I go to my Mom's 2-3 times a week and take care of her house as much as I can. Her unbelievable toughness has really carried me (and my 5 brothers & sisters) through it. They were married for 63 years and he died in her arms. If she can get through that, I can get through it.
IDK. I'm not even sure what I'm trying to say here, but it feels good to say it. It's never going to be easy, but it will be easier I guess. It's cliche, but I always try to think about our good times together, which were plentiful. I hope your other parent can lead a fulfilling life now. I think it's extremely important that he/she gets out and does stuff. My mom joined her local senior center and absolutely loves the camaraderie that it offers. I've found that my mental health is at least somewhat tied to hers at this point, and you may find the same thing.
Anyway, I'm glad you posted. Talking always helps.
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