JordanXI wrote:Knicksfan20 wrote:I officially want to kill myself. Just found out my fiance has been doing heroine during her pregnancy. She has had a passed drug problem which i thought was long gone. So she sneaks cigs and does heroine while she is pregnant with my son.
If he comes out messed up, i dont think ill have anything left to live for...The "love " of my life now means nothing to me, and now my son could be messed up. What a huge turn of events this has been, i dont understand what i haave done to deserve this. I am such a good person.
Oh my god man.
I am seriously sorry to hear this. I will keep you and your son in my thoughts.
I really hope everything works out ok for you.
Thanks man. I am a total wreck right now. I dont know what to do, i want to kick her ass out, but then she would have to go to North Carolina where her parents live and i wont get to see my son. She is going to doctors now to see what she can do. Her quitting cold turkery can kill the baby, i am so **** up right now i dont know what to do.

























