popper wrote:I wish I had a way to instill some joy and hope in the those on this thread who are depressed and see no positive news on the horizon. My limited study of history suggests the human spirit is quite resilient and in many cases, indomitable. Things look bleak at the moment but I'm confident we'll muddle through it.
I wish there was a way for you to understand my depression.
I don't think that when we each read the news story of 50 migrant workers dying from heat exhaustion in the back of a trailer, we have the same reaction. Or when yet another school is shot up, we have the same reaction. Or when we see Obergefel being threatened, the fear it instills in the LGBTQ+ community. Or when another person of color is murdered at a routine traffic stop. Or any number of horrific stories out there. I don't think we have the same reaction.
And yeah, maybe I should try and instill some joy and hope into my world view, but maybe you should try and understand why I'm depressed, and see how these policies are genuinely hurting and killing people who have since run out of time to instill joy and hope into their lives.
Like, that's the politics of it all. You are ok with the occasional mass murder of migrants who risk their lives because you... don't like immigration? for vague, unarticulated economic reasons? You are ok with the occasional mass murder of schoolchildren because... it's protected by the 2nd Amendment? Is the 2nd Amendment a good amendment? Are we safe from the government? Are you or I truly free from tyranny because we have access to guns?
It's not necessary to delve any deeper but I think you should know that I'm not depressed because my political party is losing. I'm depressed because of the consequences of the Republican Party winning. I'm depressed, because I keep reading these news stories about people dying, or being treated unequally, as a direct result of political decisions - and I fail to see the justification of these decisions that would warrant the suffering and pain that it causes. And I can't turn off that empathic part of my brain. And maybe you can't turn on that part of your brain, and maybe this lack of empathy is the root cause of our political disagreements. And THAT makes me sad.
Because on paper, I'm fairly well off, have good friends, good family, decent job, and none of the GOP's policies are likely to ever impact me directly. And yet, there is a part me that hurts enormously when I see what is happening to immigrants, and minorities, and innocent schoolchildren, and I can't pray that pain away. I can't just sleep at night without a gnawing feeling in the pit of my stomach. And i argue with people like you online, and I see how futile the discourse is and that makes me sadder still. And I have no answers, and then tonight, you just tell me to smile more, and it'll ok... and I'm just about as depressed as I've ever been re: the state of politics in this country.