Post#75 » by NaturalThunder » Tue Jul 5, 2016 5:33 am
I don't know where else to post this. I don't want to start a new thread because every other Thunder fan has similar feelings about all of this. My feelings about it aren't any more special or important than all the other OKC fans devastated and confused by this whole ordeal. I just need an outlet and this is what I do. I vent by typing on some internet outlet. The last time I went to the extent I'm about to go to (a long, rambling emotional post) was 10 years ago after Peyton Manning won his Super Bowl. I'm a lifelong, diehard Colts fan and I was overcome with emotion and caught a lot of feelings after Manning finally shook the "choker" label and hoisted the Lombardi Trophy. It's something I was hoping I'd get to experience with Kevin Durant and the Thunder. Now it'll never happen.
Before the Supersonics moved to Oklahoma City eight years ago, I never had one NBA team I was truly dedicated to. I grew up and still live in Arkansas; a state with zero professional sports teams. People from here have two options: root for the most "local" teams (Cardinals, Cowboys, Mavericks, Rangers, and Royals) or just pick some random team. I did that for the NFL and MLB with the Colts and Braves. I never did it for the NBA. Like a lot of kids from my generation, I idolized Michael Jordan and the Bulls. But after Jordan retired for the second time after the '98 season, I didn't care for the Bulls anymore. So I picked a new player to "hero worship" and liked his team the best. That turned out to be Kevin Garnett and the Timberwolves. My loyalty for a specific team followed KG to the Celtics in '08 which also happened to be the first year of the Oklahoma City Thunder. However, in that first season, they hadn't been around long enough for me to really "fall" for them. That changed in 2009. I started listening to Thunder games on the radio; I thought it was really cool that I could pick up a local radio station that carried an NBA team's games. I also had a close friend who moved to the OKC area that year and I went out and stayed at his house a couple of times that year and went to a couple of Thunder games with him. I was hooked. I was a Thunder fan. I finally had an NBA team to attach myself to. I had no idea at the time that they would soon show the promise of a budding NBA dynasty.
I think my true obsession started in 2010, though. I not only became a huge Thunder fan in 2010, I also became a Durant fanboy. He was my guy. Like Peyton Manning with the Colts and Chipper Jones with the Braves, Kevin Durant was the player I "hero worshiped." I watched every Team USA game during the 2010 World Championship and the Durant/Thunder obsession grew even more. Durant was coming off a 30-8-3 season at 21 years old and then carried Team USA's B/C squad to the World Championship. Then things got exciting. First game the unexpected, excitingly 2011 WCF. I'll never forget how crushed I was by the Thunder blowing a 15 point lead with five minutes remaining in the fourth quarter to the Mavs. It was game four and a Thunder win would've tied the series 2-2. I'll never forget the 2012 playoff run. Durant was amazing all playoffs long and was only 23 years old. That cold-blooded, game clinching, dribble-up three-pointer he hit over Artest is still one of my top five KD moments. The 2012 Finals were difficult to handle, but it also provided a lot hope...then we traded Harden and a series of unfortunate, untimely injuries ensued. It wasn't until this past season that the Thunder were fully healthy and they showed they were still legit championship contenders when fully healthy.
Blowing a 3-1 series lead to the Warriors was heartbreaking, but I still thought it was enough to show Durant that the Thunder could compete and win a championship. They were painstakingly close to getting over the hump. It took Klay Thompson and Steph Curry cheesing the 3P line to NBA 2K rookie difficulty levels to lose game six by five points. It was painful, but like the 2012 Finals, it gave me hope. Then July 4, 2016, happened. A day I will never forget. I spent eight years thinking Durant was cut from the old school cloth of loyalty like my two other all-time favorite athletes in Peyton Manning and Chipper Jones. As it turns out, he wasn't. I don't despise Durant for his decision, but I suddenly lost all respect for him. It led to a mixed bag of emotions. I respect and appreciate all that he did for this franchise but, at the same time, I also lost all respect for him. The moment I saw "1 New Tweet" and clicking it to reveal Durant's "Players Tribune" article titled "My Next Chapter" will forever be burned into my brain. I didn't have to click on the article to know he was leaving OKC. The title said it all. I was crushed. I was a 29 year old man acting like a 12 year old boy whose "hero" had broken his heart.
Maybe I'll forgive Durant one day. It won't be any time soon. I'll never respect any championship he wins with the Warriors. Leaving an exceptionally talented team for a historically great team that you were five minutes from beating and advancing to the NBA Finals will always be something I view as "the coward's way out." Durant let down an entire city today. He forever changed an entire fanbase's image of him in the worst way possible. He left a promising team to join forces with an all-time best 73-win team that was one win away from winning back-to-back championships. I'm your quintessential way too obsessed, way too emotionally attached fan when it comes to the Thunder. They were the first professional sports team I truly viewed as "the local team." Durant ripping my heart out and killing the franchises hopes of likely ever winning a championship is something I will never get over. I'd like to say I wish KD the best and I wish I could root for him to do big things with the Warriors, but I can't. Maybe one day I'll get over it, but July 4, 2016, will forever be the day I lost all respect a player I held to the highest esteem.
Said in a thread about which point guards would make OKC better if they replaced Westbrook:
Coxy wrote:I think with a PG like George Hill, they'd be better than current.