mugzi wrote:No one has control over our final resting place but God. And none of us deserve heaven, salvation isnt obtained by works but by faith.
Ive just had bad experiences with churches honestly. Ive seen alot of insincerity and manipulation and it soured me on that aspect of religion.
But much of my family are Christian and the people I see and associate with regularly are too, so I dont feel Im missing out on fellowship.
Im just missing out on hypocrisy in church and the church band whose singer is so over the top he'd make Jimmy Swaggert look like a monk who took a vow of silence.
I wont lie though, I want to live more of a traditional life that most Christians fall into. I just havent found that one woman to settle down with. So I date often, see different women and have sex. Is that right? Well, I am human. Flawed, but Im not going to deny my base instincts because Im supposed to settle down and marry some woman just to be intimate with and find out that we're not compatible.
So I do what I do. I make money, I make music, I date. Drink maybe twice a month. Smoke my weed twice a week. Other than that my vices are few.
I read the bible semi-regularly and I pray when the time is right.
Im fine with my faith and I share my views with anyone who may want to hear them, but I dont go around trying to convert people, nor do I broadcast what I believe.
I just be the best man I can be at the moment and dont lose sleep over my imperfections. Because in the end my friend Christians are either right and we have eternal bliss with God and Christ, or we were wrong and as Paul said
For if the dead are not raised, then Christ has not been raised either. And if
Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile; you are still in your sins. Then
those also who have fallen asleep in Christ are lost. If only for this life we
have hope in Christ, we are to be pitied more than all men (1 Cor. 15:17-19
Hey i cant knock you keep doing what your doing and try to keep moving forward. I will say that as you grow things should change. Finding that right women helped change me too, and I JUST started going to church regularly when i was 25 so I understand it takes time. Pray and ask God to help you progress and to strengthen your relationship with him and to help you become the man he wants you to become man, thats all you can do.
On the part where your like I'm going to have sex because its my instincts, and I wont lose sleep over it because i'm human. I think thats the wrong attitude man. If you know something that your doing is wrong, you should strive to change it. You shouldnt engage in those activities saying hey i'm human i'm going to sin. now if you have a moment of weakness and sin anyways and then you have remorse and ask God for forgiveness thats something else. But to do it and just be like, I'm human, not the right approach man. But give it time you'll mature and hopefully change some of your ways. Its a journey man, and I'm still working my way to living right too. I'm far from perfect.





















